Week 4: Nightmare.

Usually any dream that I have that's good, I wake up not remembering what it was. The ones that I can remember are the ones that usually aren't so good. More like nightmares. I wake up in the morning knowing to the alarm blasting, I remember the dream when my eyes open, but then when I hit the alarm, and take my concentration off what I was dreaming about, it's gone. I've had a few nightmares, that if I could of kept sleeping, I would of changed the way it all went. Like for instance, have you ever fell asleep then went into a dream that you were falling? That's the beginning of the nightmare I have. I wake up, jolting around. Then when I fall back asleep, I'm in hell. Not kidding. While in hell I sit there waiting for Satan to come into the room and tell me what my punishment is for sinning on earth. I know I'm in a dream, so while I'm dreaming I'm attempting to find a way of waking myself up. So in my dream I'm telling myself to move my hand to my face so I can wake myself up by tapping on it. I try to open my eyes but it seems like they're possessed. In the end, I finally get my hand to my face and tap myself so I can wake up. Usually when I wake up from a dream like that I've got scratches all over, like I've been trying to claw myself out of the dream. Then..I don't want to fall back asleep.

So if I was able to CHANGE that from the beginning.
This is what I would have done.

First of all, after the falling thing. It definetely would have changed. I wouldn't be stuck in hell. I think insead of taking place there, I would rather have it be taken place somewhere loud, and fun. Like a club or something like that? In real life, I'm the type of person who's a bit shy when it comes to being out in places with people I don't know. So maybe a good dream for me would to be all around people, and be able to talk to people, and know exactly what to say to keep a conversation flowing. Stupid right? Well my expectations aren't very high. So being somewhere with a lot of people, being able to talk to them without feeling dumb, and having a good time sounds like a dream I wouldn't want to wake up for. Maybe a low expectation is a good thing. You never know if it would come true.